At this point in my life, I do not even know where to turn. I am to hopefully see if any of you are able to help in any way possible. What hurts the most is that I grew up in a family that we don't want "hand outs". We work hard for everything we get. That was the farm life and creed we lived by. Unfortunately I'm so lost right now that I have nowhere else to turn. Here is what my situation is. I have battled a major demon of depression. This was caused by a mass amount of issues throughout my life. As a child, I was molested by two of my uncle's. I kept that with my until a few years ago. I watched my grandmother for in front of my eyes from brain cancer. As she lived with my parents and I when I was a kid, and we watched her pass away in her bedroom. Growing older, as an adult, my wife and I had 3 babies. Unfortunately they were all miscarried. That still hurts today. We were able to have a healthy baby girl, but during my wife's pregnancy, my father passed away from a brain aneurysm during a football game in Ohio. Then, 4 years ago, My wife left me for another guy, and she cleaned out our bank account. That destroyed me. I literally didn't know what to do because she was my life along with my daughter. Then on top of all that. My mother passed away. That was all I had left. Since I had nobody left and no money to live in (as my work paycheck barely covered rent, electric, and gas for work), I could only think about dying. A friend of mine convinced me to see a psychologist. Thank goodness he did because between my faith and talking to a psychologist, that's what saved me. Even though I am in a better place, that doesn't help financially. I work my butt off, but I still haven't been able to recover from my ex cleaning me out financially. If I can just get assistance paying off my credit cards, I can actually breathe again. Those credit cards got me by so I could pay other bills and food. Now it's caught up to me. I already did the math. If the credit card bills were gone, I would have flexibility to live again. It is so hard to ask. I always work for what's given to me. I just don't know what else to do. I thank you for at least reading my life history and what happened to me. I don't drink, smoke, do drugs. I treat everybody with love, respect, and honor. I just don't understand why all this was placed in front of me. I just need assistance with my credit card debt. Even my only means of transportation (my Explorer is on its last leg). I am current On my credit cards at the moment but I honestly don't know how much longer I can keep this pace up. I never had my faith tested as hard as it's been tested at this point in my life. I feel defeated.